Why am I so selfish? I have so much to give, so much potential. So many little things here and there that I blind myself too. I look away. I turn away. I sit on my hands. A small act could change it. Something that is just a few extra steps and a little extra commitment. Why wouldn't I do something so radical? I've got this hole in my heart that's been cut out of stone. Could you fill this hole? I can't do it alone.
Didn't some revolutionary act save me? Didn't someone do a small act to change me? Didn't Someone die for me? What do I do? I feel as if I can get nowhere. One step back, one step forward. I dream up images in my head of what I will do and how I can change people but when that time comes all I do is nothing. I can't even do a small revolutionary radical act. Baby steps. Baby steps. My actions all come back to me and I start all over. I start back on my knees, begging you, "Please! Please!"
How do you become selfless? Is it some never-ending quest? I don't care if it is infinitely long but I will strive for it. I will follow you into the dark and You'll be my guardian angel. You found me when I didn't know You. You never say never. Then one day, I came to You and I realized that You're all I need. I once was lost, but now I'm found. So far away, but now I'm home.
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